i seriously need to find my diet pills tomorrow or I am going to go insane. Ephdera, I love you. Why must you kill people and have companies take you off the shelf. we need you.

I also need a vacation. with all of my friends. in a couple months so I can save up money.

so, matt made me realize that I don't miss ryan per-say. I miss being comfortable. I know right, years and I'm still talking about his crazy ass. ha. I'm just pathetic? or I just have noone to take my mind off of him. or just stupid shit happens and makes me think of something.

Seriously, I need a boyfriend. But..at the same time I am happy being alone. Its weird. and I don't feel like going into it.

word, 30 more mins till the nanny.

and my cell phone is confussing the junk out of me, i guess I should call them tomorrow and get them bitches to explain why it says my last bill was 7.37..not that I really care, but still.