forget me nots

Mon, 08 Dec 2003 20:11:18 GMT

derrek's back.

god damn i'm excited.

Tue, 25 Nov 2003 06:48:07 GMT

some people shouldn't reproduce..

infact, i think you need an iq test and a sanity test and anyother test they can think of before anyone can get pregant.

i'm never reproucding, we don't know my child out in the world.
it would be horrid. in more ways than one.

my gooodnesss...my body keeps throbbing.

i m going pottty and go watch tv, i supppppose..

blah blah blah.

but I am recovered from thursday and friday.
but my bank account isn't..

DAMN YOU FUN AND HAVING TO COST SO MUCH.
syke nah, you're my boy.

Thu, 20 Nov 2003 07:09:57 GMT

i never knew I...would hit this bitch.

I think I really need to fight. I think someone ( the asian kid) needs to make me really mad (hes good at that) and than I think I should hunt down someone I want to fight.

oh yeah dawgs, i now wear a size 13 jeans.

sorry everyone who thought I'd be a fatty boom batty for the rest of my life..

too bad you all will be.

Mon, 27 Oct 2003 00:55:34 GMT

im cranky and jealous.

and i'm scared to see the pictures from last night

Fri, 24 Oct 2003 15:30:29 GMT

i was looking at my pictures from over the summer..and seriously with all the lame drama that happned..I HAD THE BEST FUCKING SUMMER.

i love my friends soooooooooooooo much. I have the best friends ever.

Fri, 24 Oct 2003 02:00:50 GMT

A bronx tale is on...

there's this HUGE bag I want. It's Von Dutch, but I dunno if I want to pay 66 dollars for it. It's 110 before our discount. But it would get soo much use out of it.

I hardly ever sleep at my house. And I usually work both my jobs when I work. And I'll be able to fit everything in it. seriosuly this bag is fucking huge.

I got a checking account...FINALLLLLLLY.

friendster and myspace are down.

what am I supposed to do?

I could go watch a bronx tale.

Tue, 21 Oct 2003 02:12:59 GMT

it feels weird being home...and awake.

usually i come home sleep.

wake up
shower go to work
go hang out.

blah blah blah

Mon, 20 Oct 2003 15:09:46 GMT

you know....i really thought something was a bad idea..but the more I think about it the more i'm happy i did it. Some people are attention whores. Who only hang out with whores.

I hate people who say one thing and than do another. Than sit there and say how they hate it. Fucking stop doing it.

I also hate how my friends have shitty people for friends.
I also wish I had the balls to just punch people in the face.
I think that would help me alot. But, I think I could do it.

Maybe I will do it.

meh, its not really that important..if people want to involve me in their daily conversations while saying how much they hate me. They can go right ahead. It's flattering.

Sat, 18 Oct 2003 15:54:42 GMT

thursday night I compliamented jeff on not being an asshole..
and last night he compliamented me on not being a bitch...

than we were both last night..
haha.

i get bitchy when it's 7 am and I have to get up in three hours to go to work..and people want to fuck around.

but it was all in good fun..

what wasn't in good fun..MY BRAND NEW FUCKING HELLO KITTY UNDERWEAR GETTING RIPPED.

Fri, 17 Oct 2003 07:00:51 GMT

today...I spent thirty dollars on underwear..problay alittle more. but it was needed..because I can't find any of mine..problay somewhere hidden in a dark dark corner.

bought a winter jacket. CUTE AS HELL.

and a new watch. I call it my fake me out bling bling.
haha

you know, i should be sleeping I have crap to do tomorrow. I don't..but I'm the ride. and I don't mean that in an asshole-ish way either..if I didn't want to do it, I wouldn't do it.

So tomorrow, I am totally buying the Matrix reloaded. I sweat the matrix. Got I can't wait till next month.

Kegger in NYC next month. Word I want to go so bad.

oh yeah! and girls...SUPER PLUS TAMPONS SCARE ME. they are the size of a small rocket.

Wed, 15 Oct 2003 16:42:01 GMT

its funny how when I get mad at someone for making a stupid asshole-ish joke i always come as the asshole the bitch.

seriously, some jokes just aren't funny. deal with it.
its funny to you. is it really bad to have one of the only people you hate be family?

in other news....um. watched harry potter the other night.
um..beat jeff TWICE in a harry potter duel. OH YEAH!

ummm...i get to sleep in my bed tonight..THREE FUCKING WEEKS.
I HATE YOU SUMP PUMP!

haven't really been home this week. tonight I will be. I gots to work early tomorrow. and I have sleeping pills! yay!

i've been trying to think of some highlights from saturday...but all I can really remember is that running while drunk feels funny.

OMG! how did I forget this!!! My jagermeister came with a deer head shot glass. i'm really excited about it. But, I just drink it right out of the bottle.

just to tell you know...

Tue, 14 Oct 2003 08:28:56 GMT

FortieBoy: i bet your crazy as shit
x youre mine x: why
FortieBoy: you run the booty house

Mon, 13 Oct 2003 06:11:36 GMT

last night was lots of fun...

running while drunk..feels odd.
and arbor point apartments has a mini golf course deal.
i was amazed.

i love when people fucking stare at me? where you fucking trying to remember everything about me so you can run back and tell everyone "i saw lisa today and OMG blah blah blah"

i hate drama.

Wed, 08 Oct 2003 03:32:12 GMT

i seriously need to find my diet pills tomorrow or I am going to go insane. Ephdera, I love you. Why must you kill people and have companies take you off the shelf. we need you.

I also need a vacation. with all of my friends. in a couple months so I can save up money.

so, matt made me realize that I don't miss ryan per-say. I miss being comfortable. I know right, years and I'm still talking about his crazy ass. ha. I'm just pathetic? or I just have noone to take my mind off of him. or just stupid shit happens and makes me think of something.

Seriously, I need a boyfriend. But..at the same time I am happy being alone. Its weird. and I don't feel like going into it.

word, 30 more mins till the nanny.

and my cell phone is confussing the junk out of me, i guess I should call them tomorrow and get them bitches to explain why it says my last bill was 7.37..not that I really care, but still.

Tue, 07 Oct 2003 02:10:09 GMT

I miss my diet pills like a fat kid misses twinkies

Sun, 05 Oct 2003 01:53:57 GMT

man, I have to admit i looked cute as junk on friday.
let me just tell you how tired I am.

yesterday 6 1/2 hrs of reading for this job.
today..6 hrs of reading..I think I'm going to die.
and I'm still not done.

ah well..more money.

Wed, 01 Oct 2003 01:00:40 GMT

so, i start easy spirit on friday..mmm old people feet. hah.

and I need to dress nice..i don't really have many nice clothes..and I CAN'T WEAR JEANS..

so I was thinking of wearing my jean skirt (cos you can wear jean skirts, i dont know) and my off the shoulder sweater..i dunno what shoes.

who wants to come help out a huge fashion victim?

Tue, 30 Sep 2003 17:55:27 GMT

i had really sad dreams last night.

they made me wake up empty and alone..

oh well, like everything else, it will pass.

Sun, 28 Sep 2003 11:40:26 GMT

trying to rape people is the coolest thing EVER! and! having your lame AOL friends IMing the girl you almost raped calling her a slut is EVEN COOLER THAN THAT.

god I hope you fucking die. you fat bitch tits fuck.

I hate you with everything I have.

Tue, 23 Sep 2003 05:02:54 GMT

Matt on the joe schmo show on spike tv, is a big dork. but for some reason I have the biggest damn crush on him.

Mon, 22 Sep 2003 19:43:37 GMT

i'm totally going to start my own business. for real.
High Fashion. haha.

I think i'm trying into kate, I drink a little bit and puke it up. WHAT THE GAY!

I 100% need to stop going out during the week, its breaking the bank.
New York next month for next to nothing?!

hell fucking yeah.

Sun, 21 Sep 2003 23:57:51 GMT

"andre 3000 is fucking sexy"
"andre 3000? is 3000 his last name? Excuse me, Mr. 3000"

<3

Fri, 19 Sep 2003 22:01:45 GMT

this hurricane was the gayest thing ever!

Wed, 17 Sep 2003 19:42:48 GMT

so..EVERYTHING IS CLOSED TOMORROW...but the mall.

if there's a state of emergency and you can't be on the road...they should close it. considering, My ass is not getting a ticket for going to work at the fucking mall.

sike nah for real come on now..

Wed, 17 Sep 2003 18:54:22 GMT

seriously, last night made me realize why I am friends with one person and friends with two others. looooove!

jeff: ¦-)

"thats my smilie face since i'm not white"

gotta love the asian or pacfic islanders

i'm not going stalk you, you dumb bitch.